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Author: Ruth Aylett
Year: Hope

Birch leaves lay a yellow mosaic

along the path by the lake,

the hazels are hung red

with limp fish waiting to drown.

The wind is horizontal

and the autumn light

is fading into a damp dusk.

My feet find an unexpected word

written with baroque curlicue

on the path in white paint.

A single command: Avoid!

Better, it tells me, not to hope.

Winter comes as certainly as night,

hope burns the heart in futile bonfire.

Send no rockets up, quietly

circumvent their launching site;

for every Roman candle burst

the price is grief,

writing on water the individual life.

But then we would never have flown

in reckless formations

with waxed wings dripping,

never grounded, thrown

inflammatory words back into the air,

or conjured visions, huddled,

keeping each other warm.

Though all paths lead to leaf mould,

there the debris of our lives,

those wind-blown words

that only hope believes,

become the earth

from which grow later trees.